I'm sorry because you knew I was crying and you called, yet I didn't pick up.. or call back.. or reply asap for that matter. I'm sorry because you've been such a good friend to me, listening to me when I was down, totally getting how I feel all the time and you always try to make me feel better instead of how I always feel these days - worthless and unimportant. I feel like you really can empathize with howI feel cos you have gone through this before too. I feel like I'm down in the dumps every single day yet you're always there to help me through, no matter how small a thing you do. Trust me, it helps.
2011 - It's been a long year for me. A really really long one. I've been through so many ups and downs. I've gained so much yet lost quite a fair bit. It has to work like that I guess, we can never gain and not lose. Every single day I try to tell myself it's okay to lose. It's okay, it's okay, it's okay. Yet I know it's not. So when will I come to terms with it? When will I stop feeling like this? I don't like this.
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