CNY '12

My outfits for day 1 & 2.

This year's a little different. First CNY without bro (he's in denmark) so it's a little lonelier. It's great seeing everyone though, especially my cousin who came back from the states. It was so hilarious, she went to the wrong block and pressed the wrong door bell for half an hour and nobody answered. She thought we were all not at home. Luckily she had internet access and we managed to communicate with her.

CNY is a season where everybody gets together, have a meal and just talk about what we're doing now etc. It's supposedly a happy season but I can't help but always feel sad. Visiting people we only see once a year, seeing them get older. It makes me real sad. 

The whole time today the phrase "time spent with them will eventually be just memories" kept popping into my head. A classmate wrote this for APEL class (I don't know who though) and ever since then that phrase has been stuck. It isn't a bad thing I guess, it teaches us to treasure the people around more. Yet you can't help it but feel really sad sometimes.

It's 12.56am right now and I'm not in the right mind.